Sigh.

When things predicted that it will happen, would eventually happen anyway. Always had it coming, but just don't know when it comes right to you. When it all comes around, it slaps you in the face, stabs you in the heart, knocking you down on you knees. When they say they'll be there, did they mean it? Or was it just words for console? Turned out, they don't seem to be at sight at the times you needed them most. I just think, I deserve it. But I always thought there's still some injustice in between I simply can't forgo. So much things I hold against. Is this why you're so angsty?

I know it's coming my way, but why didn't I stop it? Is this fate, you're asking me?
If one day, you'd think I am able to change my fate..
"Fate would not be decided by man..."

But......

Over this period of time. I learnt.
And I've learnt how to let go..
Goodbye my almost lover, my grudge, my hatreds, my troubles..

It's time to look around, for things worth your time and appreciation.
Just maybe, be even more complacent with whatever you have now..



Bye guys,
Happy Holidays, Jolene! :)

One Republic; Say (All I Need)
Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something, somewhere, better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong but nothing's, turned out how you want it

Well bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
'Cause you won't let go, of anything you hold
"Well, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head"

Do you know what you're fate is?
And now you're trying to shake it?
You're doing youre best dance, your best look
You're praying that you'll make it

Well bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
'Couse you won't let go, of anything you hold
"Well, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head
Say all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head"

Do you think I can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it, better than you had it?

Do you think I can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it (yeah), better than you had it? (better than you had it?)

"Say all I need, is the air I breathe, and a place, to rest my head
Say all I need, is the air I breathe, and a place, to rest my head"

Do you know where the end is?
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there, go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say...